Kali Ma, or How I am Responding to My Heart Being Torn Asunder

     I am going to attempt to drink myself into oblivion. The dagger I've taken to my heart is the worst pain in the realm of love I've ever taken in my very nearly 45 years of life. I've prayed until I had no voice, and yet those prayers go unanswered. To hell with this life. I'd rather die than deal with another 45-55 years of heartache and pain.